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I don't know what would do without him! He left at 9:30 though.. so he's gone. =[
It's okay though b/c he will come see me at work tomorrow.
Eww work...
2 days off now right back to where I was. ahh.
Wonder who I work with tomorrow night?
- Mood:
cheerful
maybe tomorrow me && him can hang out...
its been a while
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- Mood:
sad - Music:His voice <3
Some one want to help me?
Save me from this?
I'm seriously so sick of it.
Getting yelled at and all the bullshit.
Like we are in love are we not?
So why is it like this?
I want it all to stop, the pain and the long lonely nights. Why does it have to be like this? =[
The point is that 7 months of a relationship should not end like this. Really it shouldn't. Or am i wrong?
Please help me!
- Mood:
angry
Almost a year I waited for her to comeback. Let my life and left me in the cold. 10 years of being by my side? So why waist it? You carried this on and for quite so time. Weeks or maybe even months I thought that I would have to wait. Pshhh who knew it would be the full year of being lost.
She broke up with her boyfriend because he cheated on her... If I was so mad why did I care? Why did I write to her? And why did she write back? Questions that I'm pondering to myself... just wondering what the fuck is going on. Maybe it's a dream... but it can't be because I felt the pain.
But then there is "her" the one who stepped in and took her place.... the one who I love and adore so much. Will this affect it? Harm our friendship in a way that I don't want it too? I guess time will tell...
But for the first time in a year... I feel whole again. Like I can breathe. Being out of high school has its perks... and this is only the beginning.
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:Hawthorn Heights
